Despair is me who cannot love
I hear my own blood pumping,
but I crave feeling.
I have awaken to it.
The solace of happiness is betrayed.
A tear descends from my eye.
It wets a path to my nose.
Always falling in my breath.
Change is good, I am bad.
Hurt is bad, you were good.
Joy runs with solid steps.
Abandoned, I am not.
Isolation, I feel.
Begin anew I should,
End to regret I cannot.
The sailor lost at sea,
Never to return,
Finds renewal and promise.
I fear sea, yet I am drowning.
I am weak,
I have gone,
Away from you now,
Where nightmares become true.
Satisfaction is unknown,
Hatred is tearing my inside up.
Not hatred of you, but hatr
Despair is me who cannot love
I hear my own blood pumping,
but I crave feeling.
I have awaken to it.
The solace of happiness is betrayed.
A tear descends from my eye.
It wets a path to my nose.
Always falling in my breath.
Change is good, I am bad.
Hurt is bad, you were good.
Joy runs with solid steps.
Abandoned, I am not.
Isolation, I feel.
Begin anew I should,
End to regret I cannot.
The sailor lost at sea,
Never to return,
Finds renewal and promise.
I fear sea, yet I am drowning.
I am weak,
I have gone,
Away from you now,
Where nightmares become true.
Satisfaction is unknown,
Hatred is tearing my inside up.
Not hatred of you, but hatr
When Im not talking to you, Im thinking of you.
When youre away, Im hurting inside for you.
Heart sinking,
Belly aching,
Mind numbing,
Hurt for you.
I miss you.
When Im talking to you, Im thinking of us.
When youre with me I come alive.
Heart beating,
Belly flying,
Mind racing,
Alive for you.
I love you.
I live in a place with 3 rivers and I bleed black and gold thats right Pittsburgh, PA!!!
If you want to know more about me read my journal entries relationship status: single, free for the taking
R.A.P. : Retards-Attempting-Poetry
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the people who i know in real life:
Favourite Visual Artist
All of my watchers
Favourite Movies
Airplane, Ferris Buelers Day off, Young Frakenstein, Holes, and O brother where art thou
Favourite TV Shows
Big Bang Theory, That 70s Show, the legend of Korra
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, and anything Rock'n'Roll 50's till modern rock
Favourite Books
The Hunger Games,
Favourite Writers
Me, and :iconwildheart63:, :iconmimiclare2:
Favourite Games
Go Vacation, call of duty, angrybirds space and sim city creator ( if I can find it)
My title has very little to do with the fact of jesus, we will get to that reason later
sorry guys i have been extremely busy lately and hav barely got any deviant-art time at all
So first off, the beginning of the school year was good, loved it, got to be in my favorite lunch with my friends, cross country season ended good and i finished off at wpials with a 22 minute 45 second time which is great for me
play was good it was my favorite christmas movie "Miracle on 34th Street"
the set, oh i had to make two giant identical toy soldier paintings that i posted in my gallery and the after parties were epic, especially with all the people
so a little over two months ago me and Danielle got back together on grounds such as, vowed to spend more time together and accept differences. We spent this time either at the movies or skyping eachother. we went to see despicable me 2, iron man 3, and red 2. It has been strictly like that but today I met her parents and she met mine. Her parents are so nice (dad still sort of scares me though XD) and she said my parents were very nice and likeable. She ate dinner with my family and we had a blast, first we went to the moves to see Paranoia, good movie, which her mom drove us there and back, and I met her dad briefly. Then we to our communi
I put so much time and effort constructing a nice journal and no one ever wants to comment
so seriously who reads mine?
if no one comments on this then ill guess no one does
but at least say something so u let me know you read them
or else i just waste time and life
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